Sunday, April 22, 2007

Smile

smile in joy,smile in pain
smile when sorrow pours like rain
smile when some one hurts your feeling
smile when heart is reeling
smile when you r worried much
because a smile gives a healing touch
Two shall be born,...and whole world wide apart..
and speak in different tongues,..and take no thought,
Each of the other's being, and no heed...
and these over unknown seas,to unknown lands,
Shall cross..escaping wreck,defying death,..
and all unconsciously shape every act,
and bend each wandering step,...unto this end,
That one day out of darkness,...they shall meet,
and read life's meaning...in each other's eyes...

--CHEIRO
God has not promised skies always blue,
Flower strewn pathways all our life through;
God has not promised sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow, peace without pain.
But god has promised strength for the day,
Rest for the labour, light for the way.
I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
even if it kills me, I’m going to smile.
I'm so tired, but I can't sleep...
standing on the edge of something much too deep...
funny how I feel so much but cannot say a word...
we are screaming inside, oh, but we can't be heard...
so afraid to love you, more afraid to lose...

Broken heart

Its amazing how someone can break your heart
But yet you still love them with every broken piece

You

The day you took my hand..
you touched my soul,
now with you gone..
i can never be whole

Please tell me if there is anything i can do to bring you back...
even if i must give my life
& that one second before i die...
will you say you love me ?
or will you still make me cry

I don't know how to feel when your the friend that makes me wanna take my life because you are not a part of my today but also makes me wanna live in the hope that you may be a part of my tomorrow...

If my tears were words you could understand,
If my pain was a language you know..
you'd be here with me forever ...
and never ever let me go!


With every cut i make another feet i dig down deep,
bury me there with all the tears i weep.
fill it with my sorrows & all the blood i've shed..
Go on hurt me, kill me..let death be my eternal bed!

When u wait for someone for few minutes its consideration,
for few hours its trust,
for few years its friendship
and when you wait even when you know he wont be back... its love!

I'm going crazy...
I'm going insane..
I'd really kill myself
if only to stop this pain!
I'll cut my wrist deep
and then let you go,
I'm hurting inside
more than you'll ever know!

Change the past

If God let me go back to my past and change what i'd want..
I'd not regret meeting u
I'd not regret us being friends
I'd may not even change this happening...
Because we were once friends
we cared...
we loved...
if not now..
atleast then i was alive..

i carry your heart

carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Even This Will Pass Away

Once in Persia reigned a king,
Who upon a signet ring,
Carved a maxim strange and wise,
When held before his eyes,
Gave him counsel at a glance,
Fit for every change and chance:
Solemn words, and these were they:
“EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.”

Trains of camel through the sand
Brought him gems from Samarcand;
Fleets of galleys over the seas
Brought him pearls to rival these,
But he counted little gain,
Treasures of the mine or main;
“What is wealth?” the king would say,
“EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.”

Mid the pleasures of his court
At the zenith of their sport,
When the palms of all his guests
Burned with clapping at his jests,
Seated midst the figs and wine,
Said the king, “Ah, friends of mine.
Pleasure comes but not to stay,
“EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.”

Woman, fairest ever seen
Was the bride he crowned as queen,
Pillowed on the marriage-bed
Whispering to his soul, he said,
“Though no monarch ever pressed
Fairer bosom to his breast,
Mortal flesh is only clay!
“EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.”

Fighting on the furious field,
Once a javelin pierced his shield,
Soldiers with a loud lament
Bore him bleeding to his tortured side,
“Pain is hard to bear;” he cried.
“But with patience, day by day,
EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.”

Towering in a public square
Forty cubits in this air,
And the king disguised, unknown,
Gazed upon his sculptured name.
And he pondered, “What is fame?”
“Fame is but a slow decay!
“EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.”

Struck with palsy, sore and old,
Waiting at the gates of gold,
Said he with his dying breath
“Life is done, but what is Death?”
Then as answer to the king
Fell a sunbeam on his ring;
Showing by a heavenly ray.
EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.”

—Theodore Tilton

God

When I Asked God for Strength
He Gave Me Difficult Situations to Face

When I Asked God for Brain & Brown
He Gave Me Puzzles in Life to Solve

When I Asked God for Happiness
He Showed Me Some Unhappy People

When I Asked God for Wealth
He Showed Me How to Work Hard

When I Asked God for Favors
He Showed Me Opportunities to Work Hard

When I Asked God for Peace
He Showed Me How to Help Others

God Gave Me Nothing I Wanted
He Gave Me Everything I Needed

-- Swami Vivekananda

My own beliefs

And my heart betrayed all dead emotions...
I could hear my breath even if I did not breathe.
Now the changing tides wash over me...
And the freezing breath breezes through me...

I cannot see...
Been ravaged by the chaotic beauty,
Ruined by the unreal temptations...I cannot flee...
Betrayed by my own beliefs...

Regret

As you grow older, you'll find the only things you regret are the things you didn't do.

I did not die

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush.
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night. 
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die."
maybe if my heart stops beating...
it wont hurt so much..

Grave

I saw you sitting and crying..
so i asked you why ?
You didn't answer..
I tried to hold your hand..
but you walked away... wiping your tears
then i realized we were sitting on my GRAVE !

Friday, April 20, 2007

Duaa

hum bass yehee duaa karenge
ke tere saath hum rahaa karenge
har waqt, har lamhaa,
tera naam le kar hum jiyaa karenge
hum bass yahee duaa karenge

Sunday, April 15, 2007

A lot more of life













My life got a new meaning,
a new feeling of completeness,
a new kind of uneasiness,
a new perspective towards life
I learnt, a lot more about life.

The way i feel,
a new sweet suffering,
a new intimacy with indecisiveness,
a new urgent need,
I learnt, a lot more about life.

The sound of her words,
a new sound of music,
a new moment of intimacy,
a new desire to live,
I learnt, a lot more about life.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

What does GOD want?

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Lots of things that were true 5000 years ago may not be true today. Times change and conditions change.

Take for example, the concept of religion.

Religion started not to make people worship GOD or to gain followers. It was started with a motive, a motive that was noble enough at that point of time. It was towards the early phases of the start of society. The motive was to make living in society a better experience. It was to instill fear of unknown in the hearts to strengthen the concept of good and bad. It was to make people understand that some things are right and others are not so right and that one should refrain from doing those things being a part of the society where lives of people depended on each other.
It was to make them believe that they will get punished if they did the wrong things.
People at that time were not supposed to think as they were not capable enough. Thinkers and philosophers could influence people but all that was to make the life better.

Later on, the same concept was used by some people to gain power by having followers. People were asked not to think too much but rather to believe otherwise bad things would happen to them.
At this time, there were some people who really believed that a better way of life existed and they soon started having followers as people liked their ideas. But overall, the decline had begun.

Today, when most of the wars are being fought for religion.
Isn't it the time when people should wake up, open their minds to truth and see that following the preachings and teaching blindly that may have seemed like a right thing to be done 1000 years ago is not "the right thing" today.

If one believes in GOD, then the one thing to understand is that GOD did not make religion. Religions are just "ways of life". GOD does not want wars. GOD does not preach violence. GOD loves peace. GOD wants us all to use the ultimate gift HE has given to us. The gift is mind. Think on our own as to what is right and what is wrong.

If one believes in GOD truly, then they must understand that the biggest sin one can commit is not to use the gifts given by GOD. A heart full of love, a mind full of ideas.
Mind for creativity and development to make life easy. And a heart to love others and understand that giving love is finding GOD.

Everyone understand that GOD wants us to do the right thing. What is the right thing? GOD has given us brains to find the right thing.

Thinking about you

A dream, Just a Dream
A dream that i saw, wanted it to come true
A dream that i, am watching over you

Wishing for you, Thinking of you
A moment with you, I live for eternity

One more birth, one more life
I don't think just this lifetime will suffice.